Kelly Osbourne Admits She ‘Never Went to Work Sober’ Prior To Rehab

Kelly Osbourne appeared on Red Table Talk with Jada Pinkett Smith, Willow Smith and Adrienne Banfield-Norris on Wednesday, where she opened up about her struggles with addiction.

“When I first got sober, I didn’t feel like I deserved to be in any room that I was in,” Kelly said. “And then I gained so much weight, so I thought that everyone was just looking at me like, ‘She’s fat and disgusting.'”

“People were taking pictures of me and I could see them. ‘Look at how fat Kelly Osbourne is now.’ So, it’s like, you have to get in touch with vulnerabilities and things that trigger you,” she added. “Like, I never went to work sober. I never went to dinner sober. I didn’t do anything sober. Like, nothing sober.”

Kelly expressed that her addiction initially started when she was prescribed Vicodin at 13-years-old.

It “went from Vicodin to Percocet, from Percocet to heroin, eventually, because it was cheaper,” she added. Kelly explained that alcohol was her primary choice. “I came from an alcoholic family,” she reasoned.

“As a woman, I would have loved to be married and have children by now. My brother has three daughters… but that wasn’t in the cards. And I wouldn’t be any kind of mother,” Kelly said, admitting she thought she’d just stop doing drugs when she got pregnant. “That’s insane that I would think that!”