The transgender prisoner who impregnated two inmates at a women’s prison in New Jersey is speaking out and says she attempted to remove one of her testicles with a razor after being misgendered at the new men’s facility that she was transferred to.Â
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Demi Minor, 27, was removed from Edna Mahan Correctional Facility for Women in Union Township to the Garden State Youth Correctional Facility with male inmates in June after the pregnancies were reported by multiple outlets.
Minor shared a post on August 18 on her Justice 4 Demi blog, revealing she found herself in the emergency room after using a razor to cut out one of her testicles in a suicide attempt. ‘When I began to bleed, I did not even think about dying. I just thought about finally having relief from the pain that I felt,’ Minor wrote.
In the post, Minor expresses how she felt like she was hopeless. “I began to feel hopeless and as if I was being ignored. I had already met with the central office staff who told me that I needed to prove that I was transgender. I showed my medical records that I have been on hormones for years and awaiting gender-affirming surgery (which they are delaying.”) Minor said.
“I started cutting again and with a razor I began making an incision to my testicle. In my head, I just wanted the pain to stop.” She continued, “I just wanted out of this THEY DON’T KNOW the hell I am going through. Instead, if you have a penis you deserve to be in male prison. That is all central offices cares about. I have been diagnosed with gender dysphoria and it makes 5 times more likely to die by suicide. I hide these thoughts I have not often told anyone how I truly feel, and how sometimes I would rather not be here.”
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“WHEN I BEGAN to bleed, I did not even think about dying I just thought about finally having relief from the pain that I felt. Being here in a male prison amplifies the pain that I once felt, from being called cock sucker to being called faggot to being touched. I hate it all, men come to me writing letters asking for sexual things. I f*cking hate it. Yes I do often think about giving up. I do think about not fighting this fight. Yet, this fight is the only reason I am alive. Its the only thing that at times gives me the strength to push forward.”