Nick Cannon Mentions Thoughts Of Suicide In Message To Friend ‘Who Had The Balls’ To Kill Himself

Nick Cannon Mentions Thoughts Of Suicide In Message To Friend ‘Who Had The Balls’ To Kill Himself

Socialites, let’s take this time to send prayers to Nick Cannon. As many of us know, it’s been a very rough week for him after being fired from Viacom following backlash over his “anti-Semitic” comments he recently made on a podcast. Although he has apologized and said he’s in the process of educating himself, he’s still being called out from all sides.

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On Friday, Cannon shared a cryptic tweet that read: “I hurt an entire community and it pained me to my core, I thought it couldn’t get any worse. Then I watched my own community turn on me and call me a sell-out for apologizing. Goodnight. Enjoy Earth.” He posted another shortly after that read: “Y’all can have this planet. I’m out!”

This Sunday, the 39-year-old shared another alarming and heartbreaking post after receiving news that his good friend — San Diego rapper Ryan Bowers has died after reportedly committing suicide. While paying tribute to Bowers on social media, Nick Cannon seemed to have contemplated suicide. In his post, he called 2020 the most “f***ed up year I’ve ever witnessed,” and said he was in “dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet,” while admiring his friend who “had the balls to do it.”

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Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse… 2020 is definitely the most fucked up year I’ve ever witnessed! After waking up & barely rising from my own dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the balls to do it. I’ve said it once and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever met! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer rushed in his home and unjustifiably shot him placing him in a coma for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out & fought the good fight that I would make his dream come true and put his album out and share his story with the world. He fought and fought, he woke up, they stitched him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his strength he would whisper to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was definitely his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all meant nothing because I feel like I failed my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another kid, everyone will just look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have put this world in perspective for me. You would do that quite often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much pain could still laugh and smile through it all. This photo was the last time we seen each other in person. It was your first show back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it!! You were so happy!! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest comeback I ever saw!! We almost made it little bro! But I guess even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your energy will never die and your Spirit is eternal, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own bullshit I could’ve been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts… Fuck this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing🙏

A post shared by NICK CANNON (@nickcannon) on Jul 18, 2020 at 11:33pm PDT

While fans have been sending Nick Cannon encouraging words along with prayers, tributes have have also been pouring in for Bowers. Singer Kehlani tweeted, “i love you!! i’m so sorry!! our convo is finna haunt me for the rest of my life!! i begged u bro! im speechless!i’m angry and i know you’re at peace but this shit ain’t ever gon make any sense to me!! rest in LOVE Ryan, I LOVE YOU!! 4L.” Fans have also shared messages to the beloved rapper.

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