Marilyn Manson Admitted To Murder Plot In Autobiography, “She Had To Die”

More and more accusations are coming out against rockstar, Marilyn Manson, and now a look back at his autobiography has revealed that he actually admitted to having thoughts about rape and murder plots.

Manson who has been dropped by his label after his exes made shocking accusations this week, also made numerous admissions in his 1999 autobiography, “The Long Hard Road Out of Hell.”

In the book, he talked about coming close to murdering a former lover and bandmate, before chickening out.

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“This was the first time I had ever seriously considered murder. … She had to die,” wrote Manson, aka Brian Warner.

“While I didn’t think it was right to take a human life, I didn’t think it was right to deny myself the chance of causing someone to die either, especially someone whose existence meant so little to the world and to herself,” he wrote. “At the time, taking someone’s life seemed like a necessary growing and learning experience, like losing your virginity or having a child.”

According to Page Six, his fear of arrest eventually deterred him,

“After that night, I became too paranoid to kill Nancy, too scared of getting caught and sent to prison,” he wrote. “I woke up to the fact that I had told too many people of my hatred for her, and even the best plan … wasn’t good enough to protect us from chance events like passing police cars.”

Manson has denied the recent abuse allegations.