Holly Madison Reveals Life In Playboy Mansion Was ‘Gross’ And Drugs Were ‘Used For Sex’
Holly Madison, the ex girlfriend of the late Hugh Hefner is revealing some of the foul play that was done during her time in the playboy mansion in a new docuseries called “Secrets of Playboy”.
“I felt like I was in the cycle of gross things and I didn’t know what to do,” Holly Madison shared.
She continued to say, “I got to a point where I kind of broke under that pressure and being made to feel like I needed to look exactly like everybody else,” says Madison, who starred as one of Hef’s three beautiful lover girls on E!’s reality show “The Girls Next Door.”
The docuseries is set to be released on Jan. 24 — Madison, 41, discloses the mental and emotional pain she underwent as a Playmate from 2001 to 2008 at the commands of Hefner — who died of sepsis in 2017 at age 91.
Madison explained how after she was living at the mansion for 6 months she wanted to cut her hair off because she was around so many other beautiful women and she felt as if that would be a confidence booster for her. But Hefner did not like her cutting her hair at all.
“I came back with short hair and he flipped out on me,” says Madison of the Playboy powerhouse. “He was screaming at me and said it made me look old, hard, and cheap.”
“Hef would be pretty abrasive in the way he said things to Holly,” chimes in former Playmate and Madison’s “Girls Next Door” co-star Bridget Marquardt, 48.
“She came down with red lipstick one time and he flipped out, said he hated red lipstick on girls and [told her] that she needed to take it off right away,” adds Marquardt, who stated Hefner never got angry when other Playmates put on a crimson lip color.
“It was very frustrating to live with every day,” she continues. “All of the drama that was going on and the tension. I could see that [Madison] was getting depressed and sad and her demeanor was starting to change.”